Why is it, the smallest wound stays the longest?
Why is it, I can't comprehend?
Is it because you truly are evil,
Or is it because I held past the end?
When will my brain burn down this memory?
Strike at the source until it is lit
Is my head truly this broken?
When will this memory turn into ash?
I would burn down these pictures still fresh in my mind,
Set fire to the times alone that we had!
Watch as the flames lick over your face,
So I would never have to see you again. (x2)
But those nights on the ice under the stars,
Those days that we spent about in my car,
I still do not know why things ever ended,
Why everything went the
Enter the hero shining and bright,
Lighting the path to a maze so dark,
Sword in his hand, waiting to fight,
Pushing forward to a howling bark.
Enter the villain magic and cruel,
A princess held hostage in a black cage,
Minions minds holding fast like a fool,
Waiting for orders from the mysterious mage.
Pausing the hero yells out loud,
Of how he will save the princess so fine,
Pushing off the hero did start,
Telling himself that the world is mine.
Thinking the villain sent forth his men,
To send the hero through the maze,
Using trickery and deceit leading him like a hen,
Confusing the hero as part of this phase.
The hero with
There is a land so far away,
That sets the world into a sway,
The place that catches every sound,
Ticking the beat of life around,
Towers jutting to the sky,
Telling the word what time should be,
Time to live and time to die,
Tugging the stings around the world,
This place commands the rights of all,
To stay the balance that keeps the world,
Torture quelling those who fight,
Truth bent to keep people straight,
Trust betrayed in it that knew,
Tossed to the ground away from this life,
Tell me of this land so large,
T-land telling tales to thine
Save me from my wretched self,
The one who seeks to destroy my health,
I am broken twisted and stung,
Standing here waiting to be hung,
I can't hold on to who I was,
Slowly changing from this buzz,
My mouth betraying what is in my mind,
When my heart only beats to try and be kind,
Sitting here a broken mess,
With only the comfort of feeling this stress,
I hope I can change back to the past,
Before my life flashes by so fast,
So I sit here in the dark once more,
Hoping my life won't hit the floor.
I hope you can save me whoever you are,
No matter who reads this near or far,
It's easy to hide myself in the light,
So don't look
There is a land thats far away,
Where children, friends and family play,
A place where fear is long forgot,
And people are not left to rot,
In this land so clean and bright,
Everything there is touched by a light.
Here is a land that is infested and cruel,
Where happiness is who can get to the gruel,
This is my mind forever at work,
To keep me trapped not able to lurk,
Away from my friends who I dearly love,
Away from my freedom trapped like a dove.
Now in my mind I try and try,
To keep myself going and never say bye,
Attacking in force taking over my mind,
Hoping that someone will come here and find,
The reason I sit awake an
The feeling of loneliness,
Which sometimes can take hold,
That feeling of loneliness,
In a crowded room.
The squinting of paranoia,
Creeping up behind,
The squinting of paranoia,
In the darkness hides.
The torture of hope,
Always out of reach,
The torture of hope,
Scratching in the crease.
The beckoning of sadness,
Calling my name,
The beckoning of sadness,
Pulling me in again.
The air is empty,
Expanding my heavy lungs.
The past never leaves,
Always catching up,
The past never leaves,
Poisoning my everyday.
If only there was a way,
To keep these feelings at bay,
If only I could,
If only I would.
But now I must hide,
These feelings inside,
If only I could say,
If only I would stay.
So i wait and I pray,
And hold onto this fray,
If only I could say the forbidden,
If only I would stay hidden.
Now there is nothing more I can do,
But say these words and try and get through,
If only I could say the forbidden to you,
If only I would stay hidden from you.
There is a place where we all go
To vanquish every whim and woe
To the forest we must take
The key that opens heavens gate
And in this gate we must find
A riddle that we left behind
And in this riddle we live in fear
For there is no lies in here
So when we go to face our fears
We must go ready with our tears
The mountain is cold
The summer so sweet
The frozen glades of winter seep
But down in the valley
In the mist in the air
There lays a snowflake
Floating without care
For it does not come about weather or season
But comes down to stay for a purpose a reason
For if there were none who stayed the long while
Then life would be missing its charm and its style
Why is it, the smallest wound stays the longest?
Why is it, I can't comprehend?
Is it because you truly are evil,
Or is it because I held past the end?
When will my brain burn down this memory?
Strike at the source until it is lit
Is my head truly this broken?
When will this memory turn into ash?
I would burn down these pictures still fresh in my mind,
Set fire to the times alone that we had!
Watch as the flames lick over your face,
So I would never have to see you again. (x2)
But those nights on the ice under the stars,
Those days that we spent about in my car,
I still do not know why things ever ended,
Why everything went the
Enter the hero shining and bright,
Lighting the path to a maze so dark,
Sword in his hand, waiting to fight,
Pushing forward to a howling bark.
Enter the villain magic and cruel,
A princess held hostage in a black cage,
Minions minds holding fast like a fool,
Waiting for orders from the mysterious mage.
Pausing the hero yells out loud,
Of how he will save the princess so fine,
Pushing off the hero did start,
Telling himself that the world is mine.
Thinking the villain sent forth his men,
To send the hero through the maze,
Using trickery and deceit leading him like a hen,
Confusing the hero as part of this phase.
The hero with
There is a land so far away,
That sets the world into a sway,
The place that catches every sound,
Ticking the beat of life around,
Towers jutting to the sky,
Telling the word what time should be,
Time to live and time to die,
Tugging the stings around the world,
This place commands the rights of all,
To stay the balance that keeps the world,
Torture quelling those who fight,
Truth bent to keep people straight,
Trust betrayed in it that knew,
Tossed to the ground away from this life,
Tell me of this land so large,
T-land telling tales to thine
Save me from my wretched self,
The one who seeks to destroy my health,
I am broken twisted and stung,
Standing here waiting to be hung,
I can't hold on to who I was,
Slowly changing from this buzz,
My mouth betraying what is in my mind,
When my heart only beats to try and be kind,
Sitting here a broken mess,
With only the comfort of feeling this stress,
I hope I can change back to the past,
Before my life flashes by so fast,
So I sit here in the dark once more,
Hoping my life won't hit the floor.
I hope you can save me whoever you are,
No matter who reads this near or far,
It's easy to hide myself in the light,
So don't look
There is a land thats far away,
Where children, friends and family play,
A place where fear is long forgot,
And people are not left to rot,
In this land so clean and bright,
Everything there is touched by a light.
Here is a land that is infested and cruel,
Where happiness is who can get to the gruel,
This is my mind forever at work,
To keep me trapped not able to lurk,
Away from my friends who I dearly love,
Away from my freedom trapped like a dove.
Now in my mind I try and try,
To keep myself going and never say bye,
Attacking in force taking over my mind,
Hoping that someone will come here and find,
The reason I sit awake an
The feeling of loneliness,
Which sometimes can take hold,
That feeling of loneliness,
In a crowded room.
The squinting of paranoia,
Creeping up behind,
The squinting of paranoia,
In the darkness hides.
The torture of hope,
Always out of reach,
The torture of hope,
Scratching in the crease.
The beckoning of sadness,
Calling my name,
The beckoning of sadness,
Pulling me in again.
The air is empty,
Expanding my heavy lungs.
The past never leaves,
Always catching up,
The past never leaves,
Poisoning my everyday.
If only there was a way,
To keep these feelings at bay,
If only I could,
If only I would.
But now I must hide,
These feelings inside,
If only I could say,
If only I would stay.
So i wait and I pray,
And hold onto this fray,
If only I could say the forbidden,
If only I would stay hidden.
Now there is nothing more I can do,
But say these words and try and get through,
If only I could say the forbidden to you,
If only I would stay hidden from you.
In the desert a lone man cries
His friend in hand with burrowed eyes
He lifts him up to take within
The deepest sorrow of his whim
He takes him to a sacred place
And puts him in a curdled case
To where he goes they cannot see
For in him flees all hope and glee
The end of him is the end of he
Who lies lonely in a hill
To keep the secret of he who kills
One white voice in a field
Wandering towards eternal fate
Staring into the sun of late
Walking towards the last meal
Other voices stand around
Taking back their voices cry
For in the end a monster waits
Who skins them whole and dries their meat
For this is a day in the life of a sheep
Well this is me, trying to explain my life at this point. Not that most people will care and anyone who would care would not ever believe me. The fact that I feel like i am falling, away from myself and everyone else. The fact that nothing seems but the dark makes me realize this myself. The fact that I am swearing and drinking way more than I ever had. I find that everything I am is falling apart. The nature of always trying to be the medium and befriend everyone is taking things too far. There being only a few times that I am still around, like when I am playing video games where life is more simple, or in the case where my virginity still